How can someone you care so much about not care for you in the least? I didn't want 2011 to be like 2010, 2009, 2008, 2007, or 2006. If I knew what I did now in 2006 I wonder how different my life would be. I swear I don't want to be a bitter black woman but this man hurts me so bad. I want this time to be the last time. I hope and pray that it is. Crying while he's laughing...I can't keep feeling like this and stay sane.