Fallen-Day 2

Day 2 and I'm feeling a little better. Still a bit worried about the decision of AmeriCorps but I'll leave it in God's hands. I have yet to speak with my "friend" since he told me he was busy. Part of me wants to tell him how i'm feeling. Let him know that it bothers me that he has never been there for me during my vulnerable moments. I won't call him though...I've expressed myself to him so many times but all I get are empty promises. "I'll do better", "Jess, I love you...I wont hurt you" I know how that story ends so I'll spare myself the results.